Gnawing,
scratching,
clawing at my skin.
The want is too strong,
freedom from mere skin.
Boredom seeps into my blood,
No agony is here,
no deep depression and woeful self-hatred,
Lethargy is my arch enemy.
I kill him with a knife,
bleed him out from beneath the pale folds of skin.
Seeping,
dying,
beautiful Red.
Glorious,
intoxicating,
delightful Red.
My soul! I am becoming one with the colour.
Lethargy, gone.
All, gone.
A new foe,
Addiction seeps in.
There is a buzzing in my ears,
I think there's a bug in my head.
Or maybe it's all the bugs around me,
Shall I swat them away?
They may get angry and hate me...
Shall I laugh, like I'm having fun,
whilst I reach for the bug spray?
What to do...
What to do...
Standing in a pool of brilliant sunlight,
you stand by my side, what nostalgia.
Such a kind, peaceful love,
I think this is the first time I've seen the sun as beautiful,
I know this feeling will last in my memory..
and yet...
I don't think I deserve it at all.
Not I who plays with the hearts of others,
whilst mine stays intact,
barely bothering to beat.
Not I who la
The sea stretches on,
a seeming forever blue.
A screeching gull summons the storm,
the black cloud looms eerily,
blowing closer on the wind.
We stand on the edge,
the darkness swirls around our feet.
Waves lap at our legs,
pulling us deeper to the abyss.
The sea crashes around us,
as if all of civilization were falling to my will.
The storm reaches us,
a greeting sounded in thunder,
and we let it come.
Sea spray, rain, we are surrounded.
Nature's thrills send rushes of adrenalin to my head,
the tempest embraces my skin,
And we are at peace.
In the thrashing storm,
we are at peace.
nothing to look at by iEatshineythings, literature
Literature
nothing to look at
what's in my head?
Can you tell me?
i sure as hell don't know.
They whisper to me in my darkness,
voices of my damned existance.
we'll rise someday,
so runaway,
run and never look back,
because who knows what we'll do.
maybe we just want to be seen..
CAn you see us?
Please tell me?!
Do you feel us?
Do you know us?
What's in my head?
Can you tell me?
I sure as hell don't know..
Can you help me?
Do I want to be helped?
Leave us alone, but let us be found.
I dont want to die alone.
Distance... always distant.
So very far away, my dear..
Do you know me?
DO I know me?
I dont think so..
My clock is broke
Gnawing,
scratching,
clawing at my skin.
The want is too strong,
freedom from mere skin.
Boredom seeps into my blood,
No agony is here,
no deep depression and woeful self-hatred,
Lethargy is my arch enemy.
I kill him with a knife,
bleed him out from beneath the pale folds of skin.
Seeping,
dying,
beautiful Red.
Glorious,
intoxicating,
delightful Red.
My soul! I am becoming one with the colour.
Lethargy, gone.
All, gone.
A new foe,
Addiction seeps in.
There is a buzzing in my ears,
I think there's a bug in my head.
Or maybe it's all the bugs around me,
Shall I swat them away?
They may get angry and hate me...
Shall I laugh, like I'm having fun,
whilst I reach for the bug spray?
What to do...
What to do...
Standing in a pool of brilliant sunlight,
you stand by my side, what nostalgia.
Such a kind, peaceful love,
I think this is the first time I've seen the sun as beautiful,
I know this feeling will last in my memory..
and yet...
I don't think I deserve it at all.
Not I who plays with the hearts of others,
whilst mine stays intact,
barely bothering to beat.
Not I who la
The sea stretches on,
a seeming forever blue.
A screeching gull summons the storm,
the black cloud looms eerily,
blowing closer on the wind.
We stand on the edge,
the darkness swirls around our feet.
Waves lap at our legs,
pulling us deeper to the abyss.
The sea crashes around us,
as if all of civilization were falling to my will.
The storm reaches us,
a greeting sounded in thunder,
and we let it come.
Sea spray, rain, we are surrounded.
Nature's thrills send rushes of adrenalin to my head,
the tempest embraces my skin,
And we are at peace.
In the thrashing storm,
we are at peace.
nothing to look at by iEatshineythings, literature
Literature
nothing to look at
what's in my head?
Can you tell me?
i sure as hell don't know.
They whisper to me in my darkness,
voices of my damned existance.
we'll rise someday,
so runaway,
run and never look back,
because who knows what we'll do.
maybe we just want to be seen..
CAn you see us?
Please tell me?!
Do you feel us?
Do you know us?
What's in my head?
Can you tell me?
I sure as hell don't know..
Can you help me?
Do I want to be helped?
Leave us alone, but let us be found.
I dont want to die alone.
Distance... always distant.
So very far away, my dear..
Do you know me?
DO I know me?
I dont think so..
My clock is broke
Current Residence: Albion Favourite genre of music: Anything that fits my mood at the time. MP3 player of choice: if it does what it's supposed to and works, it's good. Shell of choice: oysters. They look funky. Wallpaper of choice: I dunno man, I change my wallpaper every 10 mins or so. Personal Quote: Life's too short to drink bad wine.
Favourite Movies
Rocky Horror Picture Show, King Arthur, Blues Brothers
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
A Perfect circle, Radwimps, er-- mainly I just like random songs tho.
5 things that make you happy
- Sweets and Tea.
- PEACE AND LOVE!!
- Watching a good anime/tv show/movie with Tea. Watching Gintama.
- Reading a good book.
- Listening to tetris music.
5 things that tick you off
- Angry people who see no reason or who are blinded by their own ignorance.
- Mornings.
- Work, homework, any type of work.
- People who don't believe in me so I can believe in them so they can believe in me!
- Being hungry/sleepy/bored.
5 things about you
- I like to wear eccentric clothes.
- I am literally made of awesome.
- I was just bitten by Saskia.
- I deny the existence of reality.
- I was once told I was
Well, right now I'm on my second attempt at getting my hair to go blue. Of course since I don't bother bleaching the life out of my hair to get it white before, it's gone green every time so far. This is the second attempt in a few weeks, my plan is to keep adding blue dye until my hair surrenders and goes blue.
Chances are this time it'll be either turquoise or Green.
My Halloween costume this year should be pretty cool too! :D
WEll, I'll not be able to use it for the Haunted house thing at school this year, which is a pity. But since our theme is rather awesome anyway I don't mind.
My outfit shall be a Victorian-Dark-Circus thing. Ye
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Love them, for they need love.
~*(Also I want to see them evolve damnit!)
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Also I feel like playing a MMORPG, since I've not played one in a while, any ideas as to which one might be cool?